[ all right, looks like they're really doing this. ]
i don't like it. i don't like that you have to be here, too. neither of us should be but if either of us were going to be, i was the first one here. i'd wanted to find a way out and back before the possibility that you could arrive here even crossed my mind and if i had my way you never would have come here in the first place.
you don't seem to get it. i don't care if they wouldn't do it for me, i don't want them to have to do it at all. if that means i take a few hits then so be it, i can handle it. at least i'm doing something useful while we're stuck here.
but I am here, regardless of botched plans and bad atittude.
no, I get it, I just don't like it. It's cage-matches today and something else tomorrow, where are you going to draw the line? Useful?? You might be buying them some time but you have to know that being the fall guy isn't a permanent fix. not here.
I don't have a choice. I don't get that luxury. you're the only one here that gets it. you're the only person here I care about.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
i don't like it. i don't like that you have to be here, too. neither of us should be but if either of us were going to be, i was the first one here. i'd wanted to find a way out and back before the possibility that you could arrive here even crossed my mind and if i had my way you never would have come here in the first place.
you don't seem to get it. i don't care if they wouldn't do it for me, i don't want them to have to do it at all. if that means i take a few hits then so be it, i can handle it. at least i'm doing something useful while we're stuck here.
like i said, no one's making you watch.
no subject
no, I get it, I just don't like it. It's cage-matches today and something else tomorrow, where are you going to draw the line? Useful?? You might be buying them some time but you have to know that being the fall guy isn't a permanent fix. not here.
I don't have a choice. I don't get that luxury. you're the only one here that gets it. you're the only person here I care about.