it still might be nice to have a reminder of home. [ one that doesn't make her violently sick. ]
there's a place from home i used to go to. it's called the space needle. i haven't found anywhere quite that high here, but yeah. it's good to have a vantage point.
sure, if you ever feel like making the trip down here. [ a beat. ] might be easier if i come to you, though.
oh. uh, it's a building they set up for a fair, decades ago. it kind of became the city's landmark.
[ after a few moments, she sends him a sketch, since she doubts she'll be able to find a picture of the actual structure. it's another few minutes before she responds to what else he said. ]
apparently it was a pretty big tourist attraction back in the day. it was deserted by the time i found my way to seattle, but it made for a pretty good place to be alone. i'd sit out on the roof of it and watch the city and try to feel normal.
[ she debates for another few moments about how to reply to the next part of what he said. for a little while, she debates not saying anything. but if she's asking him for honesty, she owes him the same. ]
you saved my life. i owe you thanks for that, at least. but it hurt, you keeping something like that from me.
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there's a place from home i used to go to. it's called the space needle. i haven't found anywhere quite that high here, but yeah. it's good to have a vantage point.
sure, if you ever feel like making the trip down here. [ a beat. ] might be easier if i come to you, though.
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My home is always welcome to you, Max.
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[ after a few moments, she sends him a sketch, since she doubts she'll be able to find a picture of the actual structure. it's another few minutes before she responds to what else he said. ]
thank you, lucas.
for that and everything else.
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You don't need to thank me, not after what I hid from you. I will keep trying to make it up to you.
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[ she debates for another few moments about how to reply to the next part of what he said. for a little while, she debates not saying anything. but if she's asking him for honesty, she owes him the same. ]
you saved my life. i owe you thanks for that, at least.
but it hurt, you keeping something like that from me.
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I hope one day you can look at me and not feel the hurt I caused you.
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i like you, too.
and i think i can. it's - what you did for me helped.
it didn't erase it, but i appreciate that you did it in spite of that.