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[cholesterol]

we're four years apart

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jesus.

[ max knows it's probably not that unusual a case, but dean seems especially worried. ]

is something wrong aside from having four years of knowledge to fill him in on?

[ or deciding what he does and doesn't want to tell him? ]

[cholesterol]

( it's both being in a different place emotionally and along the timeline that brings everything to a head. )

besides family baggage
we're in two different places
I accidentally told him about his death
I haven't told him about mine

[revvedup]

[ either of those things would weigh on someone, but yeah, accidentally telling someone about their own death is something she definitely doesn't envy him for. ]

accidental because you didn't initially know you weren't from the same point in time?

[cholesterol]

accidental like that. i thought he wasn't talking about it because he wasn't talking about it
not because he hadn't lived through it

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how did he end up taking it?

[cholesterol]

He takes things differently than other people. He understood. Got to the heart of it without having lived it. Told me not to feel guilty
Took it like a champ

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is there anything else you're worried about telling him?

[ she'd ended up filling alec in on everything. mostly because she'd been worried she'd eventually end up going back and finding that the world they'd known wasn't there anymore. ]

[cholesterol]

Plenty

( He's not going to take raising the Devil's kid and his father going psycho on the entire world well
All literally. )

Filled him in on the basic circumstances, his sacrifice and why. Kept more back

[revvedup]

any of it things he should know?

[cholesterol]

That depends, do you think he'll take his dad going psycho on the entire world well

[revvedup]

you'd know better than i would, but that's a pretty big thing to drop on someone.

[cholesterol]

I'm not planning on telling him everything, I think 'you gave up your life to save me' was enough

[revvedup]

yeah, i get how you'd be hesitant to fill him in on the other big things after that one.

okay, more important question: how do you think he'd react if he found out through some other means?

[cholesterol]

he'd understand why I didn't go into every detail

you explain one, you have to explain it all. he shouldn't have to look from the outside in at something he doesn't know himself yet

[revvedup]

especially if there's not really a way he can prepare for it if he finds out.

[ she's not sure what she'd do in his place. ]

all right, so, was that your only question about this particular situation?

[cholesterol]

not any way I can see.
and any way I'd want to make him to.
I'm not putting him through that

yep, just if you've gone through it

[revvedup]

yeah. i have.

there's always a chance that he could learn on his own.

[cholesterol]

he'll cross that bridge if it comes and I'll be right by his side
but until then

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yeah.
sorry i don't have more for you.

[cholesterol]

you had enough

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is there anything else you've got questions about?

[cholesterol]

it's been a long time since I've slept with the same person twice
or, asked outright about doing it again.
sounds clinical this way, but any chance you'd be into doing it regularly.

[revvedup]

[ that's not quite what she'd been expecting when she'd asked if he had any other questions, but she's not put off by it. ]

i mean we don't have to set a schedule for it, but yeah. i wouldn't mind.

[cholesterol]

( surprised, right? )

Not that there's anything wrong with getting one in, scheduled or not. I'm not looking for on Wednesdays we ( wear pink ) wear pink underwear and show it off.

Curbing my references is not easy in this place. I just mean, we don't have to make it a routine.